What happens when you're stuck between what you think is right and what you think is wrong. You sit there criticizing other people for their behaviors and the actions they take..but then when it comes down to it, you do the same thing! I feel like I've betrayed my principles and my beliefs. I promised myself that after my freshman year of college, I would never ever do something as stupid as what I did tonight. I feel like I've betrayed myself..but at the same time, I'm thinking what's wrong with doing what you want to do, but then my heart belongs to another..another guy. A guy who's so sweet and sentimental...and the whole night..all I thought about was him. No other guy mattered, but yet I made the stupid move of making this guy believe that I was into him..which I was to a certain extent..but not as much as I was with the other guy. The problem is that I criticized others for the behavior...and yet i do the same thing. I'm such a hypocrite. I want love the real way...i don't know , not some random thing...I want to get to know the person ....but maybe I just have been so lonely that I somehow made myself available to this guy that I wasn't into...I don't know. I'm so confused. HELP!